My Soul's on Fire

Miss wired
My souls on fire
I can't believe this is me

Seeking something spiritual
mystical
beyond this reality

Take me to another world
Cut this chain that has a hold
of my mind
Break the ties of time
follow the spiral
down

Deeper it flows
This something
Spiritual
Mystical
Beyond my reality

Looking back at what I have become

Miss wired
my souls on fire
I can't believe this is me.

Grounded

Now that I am alive
I know just what it feels like
It feels like dying the slowest death
I didn't want this
I didn't need it
I put the knife to my throat
And I let you go

I taught you to fly
And you flew away
I clipped my wings
I am grounded for Eternity

You gave me your soull
I devoured it and threw you away
Little did I know you still have mine
Why won't you destroy this?
Insignificant excuse
Curse my name
Put me out of the misery I unleashed upon my self

I am grounded
You flew away
I taught you to fly
And you just flew away
Grounded for eternity
You still have my soul

Sticks & Stones

Don't treat me like a child
Don't beat me like a man
I'm made of sticks
I'm made of stone
I will not bow down
I will not worship your throne

Scold me like a man
Whip me like a child
I'm broken now
I'm crumbling now

I get down on my knees
To spit on your feet
Take me to the gallows
That's where I'll find defeat
That's where I'll curse your crown
Crown of guilt and lies

Do me the favor - Rip it all away
Leaving me bruised and broken
The pleasure is all mine
I'll be patiently waiting
To be turned into dust again
Just hang me out to dry
Hang me out to die

You think you've won but your still alive
You can't escape your own mind
As the whole world dies around you
In your name
You will see the guilt
It was all in vein

Don't worry like a child
Take the pain like a man
You are broken, now
Like the sticks
You're crumbling, now
Like the stone

Your on your knees now
Wanting mercy now
Those who haunt you, see your pain
You did them a favor
You tied your own noose, you found defeat

Worship your crown of guilt
You are the disease
You only contaminate
Look at me now
What have you found?
I'll see you when we're both in the ground

Mindfree

You can't take away the guilt
When you close your mind
Empowered with ignorance
Keep taking, giving so little

They will bow to their leader
With blind folds on they will kiss their feet
Feed their desires
Wanting more power

Make me your sheep
Make me your slave
Free your mind
Close your mouth
Eat the shit you are told
There is nothing left of our souls
When you keep feeding their hunger
Still wanting, Needing power

Recognition for controlling the masses
Killing the weak and the poor
With intention to destroy her (our mother)
To destroy you

Close your mouth and mute the shit
open your eyes
deep with in you will understand
The path of least resistance
Understand, criminals control you
Brand me as a slave
Only in flesh
My mind is free
I only see with in

You think you own my soul
But only my instinct
Survival depends on nobody else, Mother will open your mind
Listen.

Mein Engel

I'm breathing slowly
Gasping for air
The angel already came
in my dreams
Said I was ready
To see the light
She opened my Eye....

Cautiously I passed to another world
My eye opened wide
To peel back the possibilities
That this isn't a dream
Embrace the thought of this alter reality
Beat a path to guide my mind
To become open
To destroy the blind
To shed light on the lies

Release the Ego

The feeling of displacement in this reality grows every day. Feeling more like I am nowhere and nobody. Not that I wish to be anybody in particular besides who I naturally am. It's only the perception of this society that is not going in any positive direction. Everywhere I go it's another face experiencing consciously, or subconsciously the state of loss. The emptiness that surrounds every human being. It is quite negative sounding, but I am not trying to come off that way. The logical stand point is the direction I am intending. Can you not see it? Feel it? Even hear it? Another bullshit conversation about someones favorite football team? Another complaint about how many ice cubes were put in someones drink? Why are so many people focusing their energy into such pointless things? I can not understand this. As much as I have tried, I still can not fathom. I am not one to be disrespectful and call someone out in a situation like that. Rather than accepting the negativity they are pushing off onto me, I can't help but think of pointless the words are coming out of their mouth.

I begin to observe the source of this negativity spreading like a plague. Almost every conversation, or look on someones face. It is full of sorrow and negativity. With out the realization of it at all! The sorrow comes from the lack of realization on their part. For example. A lady flips out like her own children are going to starve for the rest of their lives because she must pay Twenty-Five cents for whipped cream on her Five dollar gourmet coffee. It blows my mind. A man becomes enraged when his favorite football team player fails to do what he is expected to do. Expectation only leads to disappointments. You can not guarantee anything to happen that is not in this present moment. The Past and Future are but only an image with in your brain that you've made up. Are people that ignorant to get upset because there inner expectations (that are obviously demanded), are not met in visual reality? Does a person really think that paying Twenty-Five Cents more for whipped topping is that relevant to experiencing life at all? It's almost as if they feed off of the negativity in their lives. If that is all you are offering, that is really all you will receive. As it is the law of attraction of energy. Positive. Negative. Which will it be?

In a non conceited, nor egotistic way; Why should I shape who I am to fit your comfort zone? Why do I need to mold myself into this image you expect of me? For what purpose? Is it because you lack the brain capacity to accept anything beyond what you perceive people as on Television? In a simple bullshit conversation, why should I pretend that I can relate to something you are telling me to gain acceptance from you. Why should I attempt to live through lies just to fit into the puzzle of your ego? If I am going to engage into a conversation with somebody and that person does not appreciate me because I am not a piece from there puzzled ego. Why would I want to talk to them anyway? Not to sound rude. Just logical. That is their own ignorance. We must learn to respect, appreciate, and accept people for who they. Positively, or negatively. In example; I may engage in conversation with someone and realize they are self-righteous and egotistic, naive, but charismatic. I can appreciate them for being charismatic. I can observe the self-righteousness and ego. And realize whom they are. Which is most cases these days is completely fake. And when you can psychologically analyse someone in that type of situation. You don't need to feel hatred. Or bitter. All you must do is respect whom they are as a person. Whether it be that self-righteous person. (You don't have to continue talking to them.) Or it could even be an intellectual charismatic who actually has something relative to converse about. Respect is the key. I am not one to judge, but observe from the outside, in. From their stand point, to mine. Only to gain perspective in my own life.

Back to the point at the beginning. Nowhere. Nobody but a speck on the land, on this speck of an earth, in this speck of a galaxy with in the universe. Is your ego really relevant? Discover self-realization. Not self-righteousness. Let me help you wake you from that altered-state. Open your mind. Think for yourself.

Bliss in the Human Mind

The majority of people look at there current state of affairs, and say "This is who I am." That is not who you are, That is who you were. You see, if you look at your current state of affairs, right now. For example, you don't have a lot of money. Or your life is not on the road that you want it to be on. Or maybe you do not have the relationship you want. This is not who you are. That is the residual out come of your past thoughts and actions. So we are constantly living in this residual of thoughts and actions that we have taken in the past. If you look at your current state of affairs and define yourself by that. Then your thoughts will attract nothing more than the same in the future. So, apply yourself. And do not let your past and present define who you are... Because your exact thoughts will attract what is to become. Your mind will believe exactly what you tell it to believe. And if you believe in your thoughts. And tell yourself what you want. Your mind will correspond with those thoughts. The outcome will be immense. Same with anything else. Not just thoughts and emotions. If you tell yourself you are going to accomplish something. You will do it, because in your mind. You have control of your own thoughts and actions. You can do anything, if you put your mind to it. If you make your thoughts and actions your priorities. You will accomplish anything you desire.

Apply these ideas into your everyday life, and you may just see how much more enjoyable it can be having a positive outlook on all things.