The feeling of displacement in this reality grows every day. Feeling more like I am nowhere and nobody. Not that I wish to be anybody in particular besides who I naturally am. It's only the perception of this society that is not going in any positive direction. Everywhere I go it's another face experiencing consciously, or subconsciously the state of loss. The emptiness that surrounds every human being. It is quite negative sounding, but I am not trying to come off that way. The logical stand point is the direction I am intending. Can you not see it? Feel it? Even hear it? Another bullshit conversation about someones favorite football team? Another complaint about how many ice cubes were put in someones drink? Why are so many people focusing their energy into such pointless things? I can not understand this. As much as I have tried, I still can not fathom. I am not one to be disrespectful and call someone out in a situation like that. Rather than accepting the negativity they are pushing off onto me, I can't help but think of pointless the words are coming out of their mouth.
I begin to observe the source of this negativity spreading like a plague. Almost every conversation, or look on someones face. It is full of sorrow and negativity. With out the realization of it at all! The sorrow comes from the lack of realization on their part. For example. A lady flips out like her own children are going to starve for the rest of their lives because she must pay Twenty-Five cents for whipped cream on her Five dollar gourmet coffee. It blows my mind. A man becomes enraged when his favorite football team player fails to do what he is expected to do. Expectation only leads to disappointments. You can not guarantee anything to happen that is not in this present moment. The Past and Future are but only an image with in your brain that you've made up. Are people that ignorant to get upset because there inner expectations (that are obviously demanded), are not met in visual reality? Does a person really think that paying Twenty-Five Cents more for whipped topping is that relevant to experiencing life at all? It's almost as if they feed off of the negativity in their lives. If that is all you are offering, that is really all you will receive. As it is the law of attraction of energy. Positive. Negative. Which will it be?
In a non conceited, nor egotistic way; Why should I shape who I am to fit your comfort zone? Why do I need to mold myself into this image you expect of me? For what purpose? Is it because you lack the brain capacity to accept anything beyond what you perceive people as on Television? In a simple bullshit conversation, why should I pretend that I can relate to something you are telling me to gain acceptance from you. Why should I attempt to live through lies just to fit into the puzzle of your ego? If I am going to engage into a conversation with somebody and that person does not appreciate me because I am not a piece from there puzzled ego. Why would I want to talk to them anyway? Not to sound rude. Just logical. That is their own ignorance. We must learn to respect, appreciate, and accept people for who they. Positively, or negatively. In example; I may engage in conversation with someone and realize they are self-righteous and egotistic, naive, but charismatic. I can appreciate them for being charismatic. I can observe the self-righteousness and ego. And realize whom they are. Which is most cases these days is completely fake. And when you can psychologically analyse someone in that type of situation. You don't need to feel hatred. Or bitter. All you must do is respect whom they are as a person. Whether it be that self-righteous person. (You don't have to continue talking to them.) Or it could even be an intellectual charismatic who actually has something relative to converse about. Respect is the key. I am not one to judge, but observe from the outside, in. From their stand point, to mine. Only to gain perspective in my own life.
Back to the point at the beginning. Nowhere. Nobody but a speck on the land, on this speck of an earth, in this speck of a galaxy with in the universe. Is your ego really relevant? Discover self-realization. Not self-righteousness. Let me help you wake you from that altered-state. Open your mind. Think for yourself.
