Saturday, October 8, 2011

My Soul's on Fire

Miss wired
My souls on fire
I can't believe this is me

Seeking something spiritual
mystical
beyond this reality

Take me to another world
Cut this chain that has a hold
of my mind
Break the ties of time
follow the spiral
down

Deeper it flows
This something
Spiritual
Mystical
Beyond my reality

Looking back at what I have become

Miss wired
my souls on fire
I can't believe this is me.

Grounded

Now that I am alive
I know just what it feels like
It feels like dying the slowest death
I didn't want this
I didn't need it
I put the knife to my throat
And I let you go

I taught you to fly
And you flew away
I clipped my wings
I am grounded for Eternity

You gave me your soull
I devoured it and threw you away
Little did I know you still have mine
Why won't you destroy this?
Insignificant excuse
Curse my name
Put me out of the misery I unleashed upon my self

I am grounded
You flew away
I taught you to fly
And you just flew away
Grounded for eternity
You still have my soul

Sticks & Stones

Don't treat me like a child
Don't beat me like a man
I'm made of sticks
I'm made of stone
I will not bow down
I will not worship your throne

Scold me like a man
Whip me like a child
I'm broken now
I'm crumbling now

I get down on my knees
To spit on your feet
Take me to the gallows
That's where I'll find defeat
That's where I'll curse your crown
Crown of guilt and lies

Do me the favor - Rip it all away
Leaving me bruised and broken
The pleasure is all mine
I'll be patiently waiting
To be turned into dust again
Just hang me out to dry
Hang me out to die

You think you've won but your still alive
You can't escape your own mind
As the whole world dies around you
In your name
You will see the guilt
It was all in vein

Don't worry like a child
Take the pain like a man
You are broken, now
Like the sticks
You're crumbling, now
Like the stone

Your on your knees now
Wanting mercy now
Those who haunt you, see your pain
You did them a favor
You tied your own noose, you found defeat

Worship your crown of guilt
You are the disease
You only contaminate
Look at me now
What have you found?
I'll see you when we're both in the ground

Mindfree

You can't take away the guilt
When you close your mind
Empowered with ignorance
Keep taking, giving so little

They will bow to their leader
With blind folds on they will kiss their feet
Feed their desires
Wanting more power

Make me your sheep
Make me your slave
Free your mind
Close your mouth
Eat the shit you are told
There is nothing left of our souls
When you keep feeding their hunger
Still wanting, Needing power

Recognition for controlling the masses
Killing the weak and the poor
With intention to destroy her (our mother)
To destroy you

Close your mouth and mute the shit
open your eyes
deep with in you will understand
The path of least resistance
Understand, criminals control you
Brand me as a slave
Only in flesh
My mind is free
I only see with in

You think you own my soul
But only my instinct
Survival depends on nobody else, Mother will open your mind
Listen.

Mein Engel

I'm breathing slowly
Gasping for air
The angel already came
in my dreams
Said I was ready
To see the light
She opened my Eye....

Cautiously I passed to another world
My eye opened wide
To peel back the possibilities
That this isn't a dream
Embrace the thought of this alter reality
Beat a path to guide my mind
To become open
To destroy the blind
To shed light on the lies